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| Why do I worry so much? |
[Nov. 12th, 2006|04:26 pm] |
Why is it that when everything is going great, I have to worry so damn much? Why can't I just let things be perfect like they are? What happened to the Happy Go Lucky girl I used to be? I have everything I want and I still worry that it will disappear so quickly. I have been trying not to worry so much and I have gotten better but it is always in the back of my head that I just do. Anyways, enough of that..
I am going to go call the wonderful boyfriend I have!! |
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| Anxiety |
[Mar. 6th, 2006|08:18 am] |
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How do you get over anxiety?? I feel like I worry way too much.. I am really trying to do my best at my new job but the anxiety is getting to me really bad!! I try not to worry about it but I feel like it overwhelms me.. What can I do?? I hate this I really do and this is not me at all. How do I get over it. Everyone is like it will get better, how and when?? How do I get this huge ass knot out of my chest?? |
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| Hmmm... |
[Dec. 9th, 2005|05:55 pm] |
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How do you get over a hump in the road when you can't see around it and you don't know how it got there... Its like you don't want to ask questions because you don't want to look completely dumb but then you want answers because you don't know how to figure this out... I never understand how everything can be going perfect and then BAM you hit a brick wall!! I don't know... I wish Christmas was over with already... |
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[Aug. 31st, 2005|08:44 pm] |
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I can't take watching the news any longer!!! |
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[Aug. 18th, 2005|09:24 pm] |
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You know it really pisses me off when people can't take their job seriously! I mean the reason we have rules to make our job run smoothly. I mean I have a pretty easy job and for people that don't want to do anything when they come to work just pisses me off. I wish I would speak my mind and tell them to get off their lazy butts and do some damn work! I pride myself for staying with my job for 6 years and now I wish I could move up in the company. I just wish all the young people we hire would appreciate the easy job they have and not abuse it like they do! |
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[Sep. 26th, 2004|12:27 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
I am tired of your fake smiles... I can see right through them...
Step off!!
I'm tired of it!!!
=) |
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[Sep. 18th, 2004|11:42 pm] |
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thanks to kim for my new wonderful cd!!! its great!! |
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[Sep. 18th, 2004|11:31 am] |
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There is only one reason why I am happy to go into work at 12 today... Because they just fired someone that the girls didn't like too much!! Yes Kim its true!!! |
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[Sep. 14th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
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School was cancelled for the rest of the week for Southeastern. That is really great for the fact that I can try and catch up on everything I need to catch up on. Since almost everyone is evacuating New Orleans they are coming to our great city and booking up the hotels. This is not a problem at all it is just the fact that they will have nothing to do on Wednesday but go to the mall. If they had any sanity they wouldn't go to the mall. So I am thinking tomorrow will be hell!! But you never know it may not be that bad. I just hope the traffic gets a little better around here soon because it has been really bad today. I am glad that I had today off but I feel bad for those public school kids that have to go to school tomorrow. I think that schools and malls should all be closed.. Just a thought! =) |
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[Sep. 13th, 2004|11:59 pm] |
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One thing I LOVE about Souteastern is that it is closed on Tuesday and I don't have to take the 2 tests that I was supposed to take!! |
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| Studying really isn't that hard.... |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|09:34 pm] |
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If you only study!!! I just learned all the Provinces in Canada, South America ans Central!! I am so happy!! |
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[Sep. 5th, 2004|10:41 pm] |
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I am so happy!! I have made a new friend!! |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2004|08:03 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Shadow ~ Ashlee Simpson | ] |
La La La!! Its Friday... |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|12:28 am] |
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| |  restless | ] |
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| | Better Off ~ Ashlee Simpson | ] |
I just want to have fun thats it!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|11:36 pm] |
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I am so aggravated!! |
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| Sundays are too short! |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|09:48 pm] |
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| | weird | ] |
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| | Unreachable ~ Ashlee Simpson | ] |
There are some people that I like to work with and there are some that I don't. And I have specifically told Ben who I don't like working with but alas I still work with this person. Its ok though I will just vent my anger tomorrow. I think I senioritis really bad. I am just so tired of school and want it to be over with. I am tired of all these projects and just don't want to do them..
On another note today flew by and it didn't seem like I was at work for as long as I was. We need a few good employees if anyone out there is looking for a job. Come and apply!!
I think I am losing my mind and I don't know why. Things just don't seem normal anymore. Maybe its because I am so busy all the time. I need a relaxation day!! |
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[Aug. 27th, 2004|10:04 pm] |
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i don't know why the internet is so intriguing.. i can just sit here for hours on end and look at anything.. just a thought... |
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| a little change is always good |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|10:18 pm] |
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i was thinking i needed a change... so i changed my hair color!! it is awesome!! I love it!! Yes I now have red highlights mixed in with my natural hair color. |
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[Aug. 24th, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Autobiography ~ Ashlee Simpson | ] |
First full day of classes today. It really wasn't that bad. I think I am really going to enjoy my advertising class. Eventhough I am not the creative. My international management class seems pretty awesome too. The teacher is really funny but he goes off on these tangents a lot!! Then my chemistry class is going to be cool I think just really long. Although I think I am going to like all of my classes I am already stressing out!! I need some sanity! I don't want to go crazy like I did last semester. I just want to make it through and get to next semester and then it will all be over. I can't sleep because all I do is lay in bed and worry about school. Why it isn't that hard and I really do like it! I guess it is the fear of the unknown.
Goodnight! |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2004|10:49 pm] |
Ok school started today and I am really nervous for some reason. I don't like feeling like this. I didn't sleep hardly at all last night and I don't know what I am worried about. I like school and hey its my last two semesters. What can go wrong. I think it could either be the fact that I am getting ready to get out or that I am too scared of failing. I don't know...
My first class went really well tonight. The teacher kind of freaked me out at first when he said he was a grad student. But then he said something about when we come to take all the tests we can have a page full of whatever we want to know for the test. Which is really great!! And he does seem like a cool guy so hopefully it won't be that bad.
Tomorrow my first class is at 11 so I can try to sleep in a little bit, although I still need to go and get my parking tag. I went and got all of my books today and I have like 2 for each class it seems like. But at least we rent them. |
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